…me being alive, for one. Because the depths of my depression were deep. But I climbed out and eventually built a family. My younger self would’ve been amazed at me surviving almost 48 hrs of labor, unmedicated. She’d say “what the hell, woman!” 😂 All that to eventually have to get a c-section because my son’s head was too big. Doh! The moments of strength I’ve survived would shock my younger self!
