Hi Jenna,

I am so sorry you’re dealing with this, and I am really glad you have people around you who have similar experiences so you can feel less alone. I’m a Somatic Experiencing Practitioner, and I have heard and felt versions of your experience before. Nervous systems are such fascinating things, and Marnie talks about them a lot in our work on the mat, which I am so grateful for! I’m really excited to hear that she’s going to lead us through some breathing exercises this month because that can be of huge help to me in those moments. In my system, those are also opportunities to orient myself to my space whether that means really focusing on the parts of my body that are touching the floor or a chair or just looking around my room and naming the things I am looking at out loud. It helps my system to be reminded that I am in a safe space, so that it can safely start to land and relax. The fact that you are sharing about this is pretty brave and cool, and I know this community has your back. You’re not alone, and you are doing great!

Monique, what would I do without your comments? I look for your name every single time I go to do a workout I never have before...xoxo

I really loved this one and found myself able to move through the Live really fluidly and mindfully, which felt wonderful. I'm coming back from a minor calf injury last week that really threw me for a loop, so I'm trying to be extra thoughtful about feet positions and releve. This one felt great! Love it extra when I can make the Lives!!!

I had that exact though. “What a baddie” was my first thought when I even saw the photo. I love these spotlights. And Tricia Nelson you’re a hit!

Absolutely agree!!

Lindsey J it’s my non-dominant side too! I’ve got bigger feet at a size 9, but I still think it’s worth looking at the mini for this! I think my left leg in general needs more focus for form and placement (also interesting). Thank you for this response! It feels nice to be validated by others’ experiences!

I really loved this one. I liked the challenge and the specificity of that standing seat move, which just felt more empowered by the tutorial! Wide second with one foot on the ball is always a little tough for me on one side of my body, and I am curious about that. Sometimes I just do basic releve for that move (off the ball), but I'm starting to wonder if that mini ball would do the trick!

This is exactly what I needed today. Not a ton of impact, no planks, but there were so many creative moves that brought the sweat and connected to my center in such a functional way. I left this one feeling strong but centered. Also fun to hear Marnie repeat some aphorisms here that she's still using in 2025. So cool and makes me feel connected to all versions of myself!

Such a great playlist! And such a new creative sequence of movements. I feel particularly challenged by one foot on the ball in wide second. I feel like it might be a positioning issue in my own structure but I ended up doing that sequence on relevè without the ball and will try again next time! Also, I don’t know if we are still switching lead sides halfway through the month, but I switched my to leading with the left today because I feel guilty when I leave it out ha! Thank you for this one!

You put words to so many of my own thoughts and feelings, Lindsey.