Some of you may know/remember, a few years ago I struggled with an almost debilitating fear of flying. I lost weight, couldn't eat, barely slept... M/body was an incredible resource for me through all of this, a safe landing spot for my anxiety. I carry so much of what we chat about in class with me when I'm afraid, btw. Fast forward to present: this morning, I watched both of my kiddos take off on a cross country flight to "Grandparent Camp" as unaccompanied minors for the first time. They've since landed and everything is well, but it was a HUGE and hard thing for me to allow, given my own history of fear. I practiced so much intention around this event, from breath work, to reasoning, to staying active. Last week, I serendipitously did a workout where Marnie talked about the "white light of safety" her mom used to send her off with, which was a wild coincidence. I FELT this deeply watching my kiddos board the plane today. While quiet tears did come once my kids were out of sight, ultimately, I was ok, and Marnie's words felt like an invisible hug. So maybe my biggest intention for the rest of this month is bravery. The idea that I don't have to remove the fear, but practice the correct response to it. Wishing the same intention for anyone with similar challenges 🫶 (and thank you all for bearing with Amanda's Story Time)
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13 Aug 16:04
Mali P. Thank you 🫶🏻