Thank you Cathy. I hope you can understand how hard it can be at times... I don't want to be like this but my heart aches at times. Sometimes that pain can remind me that love and life are worth fighting for. Maybe the weight is a gift, to love deeper and know love is worth fighting for. I hope you know how much I appreciate this. You are all amazing and I believe it's worth it for me to begin trusting I'm just that amazing. <3 

Julia, thank you! This has always been a safe place. It hasn't been easy in my life opening up and the space here has helped me in so many ways. I've missed you all!!! And It feels good to be back. It brings me so much joy showing you all love and support. 

And you're so right about the phone thing. Navigating the apps and the online world can just  feel so overwhelming at times, so thanks for sharing. (helps me feel normal) I appreciate your love and support. 

Leah! Thank you. It feels really good to hear you say that because I believe our connections are real too, I just get so scared, and I'm truly sorry. Being reminded of trusting in others pierces through my heart and gives me a boost in confidence. No man is an island... we need each other. You words remind of Lee Ann Womack's "I hope you dance". Thank you and giving you the biggest hug ever!!! <3

Hey Debora! I checked out both video posts, and OMG, what a cutie! My heart soars seeing Moonpie running through the yard! Incredible. Great job teaching Moonpie to trust. 

I'm so very sorry for your loss Marnie. My heart goes out to you. 

Beautiful workout and beautiful meditation at the end. It's not a coincidence I picked this workout for today. Thank you!  

Marnie - Thank you for creating this beautiful space for us all. ✨ It's not always easy opening up but it is a step in the direction of healing. Thank you. I like it here and I enjoy working out with you all. ♥️ 

Jaimie Topinka- Thank you! ♥️ And totally. It's awkward at times and can feel unnatural. I just want to be liked/loved for me yah know? We're all people doing the best we can in the times we are in. You are very sweet. Again, thank you. 

Julia Kean - ♥️ Thank you. And absolutely, the CB space is such a comfort and everyone is a delight to be around. It is a beautiful space ✨ These topics can be heavy for me, and I know no harm is meant which is where I feel torn. You all are so beautiful and wonderful. I have always felt embraced here and loved and appreciated. It's the best!! The feeling /thought of separation between you all feels so sad to me because I enjoy you all so much. I get scared of that, feeling separated because it feels good to be together and whole. I just want to fit in with you all. ♥️ Thank you for listening and letting me be vulnerable. I appreciate you! 

Caroline S - ♥️  It can be nerve wrecking for me to be honest because I get scared & I don't want anyone to feel bad. Thank you ♥️ I appreciate your warm embrace. You are very sweet.