October 13

Hey fam! I'm hitting the road on Wednesday for 40 days on my 10th and biggest tour yet! Would love to see some fam out there and hug yall so wanted to put this here In case any paths can cross ๐Ÿ’™

Also, asking for protection energy and some safety love. Mbody is the one place I've always felt i could be open about what im going through and in the spirit of opening up, here it goes. Last week I got the news that 2 very good touring friends of mine were in a car accident on their first day of tour and my friend passed away, her and her husband were two major influences in my life for over a decade and basically taught me how to tour. She was also a wonderful yogi and we loved talking about being a woman on the road, theres a lot that goes into it! This tragedy has rendered me paralyzed with fear of the road and its been really difficult. I've been going through the motions but can barely play a show without weeping. Then a day later we found out our beloved vans transmission isn't safe to drive so our only option is a 40 day rental which is breaking my wallet and stressing me out. Cuz eventually we need a van. When it rains it pours, and life keeps lifing. But im gonna go on this tour and try to heal, but im just so nervous, scared and fiscally stressed i just wanna cry. So much work went into planning it that I think id be more sad canceling, but its just a lot right now and a lot of mixed feelings. So grateful the mat has been there for me during the losses, otherwise id be locked to the couch haha.

Anywho, thank yall again for being here๐Ÿ’™ the Bourbon class was so needed this week. Love yall so much